I don't think I am able to fulfill what you want from me; but I am trying to do my best as I want to make you happy with me. But if there is something which is just not me and I am also not happy to do it, then I am so sorry my dear, I can't do that.
If goodbye means goodbye for forever, then I have to let go you as you wish to be. I really don't want you to be mad and upset with me.
I hope you will be more rational and hold on for our relationship bcs I believe there is so much more that awaits for both of us if we understand each other.